Fri 14 Dec 2007
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Connie Shannon wrote this story - you guess who the speaker is. It will surprise you! Enjoy
“Good night, Angel Baby, my precious little boy. Shalom.”
He lay there so helpless, vulnerable, so innocent. How could he know the power of the blessings contained in shalom that would cocoon him this night?
We had traveled far today. The terrain had been exceptionally rugged, and we both were weary. Our stomachs were now full, and the ebony curtain of night had settled over us. I drifted deeply into my own shalom. Safe! Well, and happy! Ponder the meanings! Health, prosperity, peace! The fears that my Angel Baby might wander away from the group had crowded my entire being all day. Tormenting scenarios of sinister plots by the hungry foxes and wolves had followed me relentlessly. They had hoped to pluck off young meat to feed their own pups, but now, safe and snuggled down into the warmth of our bedding, I thrilled instead at the wonder of his small frame.
My little girls had grown up and had little girls of their own now, but many of our boys had been ripped from us, just as they were reaching their full growth, and we never saw them again. I wrenched with pain as I remembered the talk that I had heard and knew to be true. Our young boys would be washed and preened and taken to the temple….never to be seen again….I must be still! I must sleep! I need to be strong for tomorrow.
The crystal night air was shattered by a piercing, mournful scream–another and another, coming closer to us. I jerked my head up, wrenching and straining to see what was happening. A light glared so bright I could have sworn we were being surrounded by thousands of blazing torches. My eyes recoiled from the shock as pitch-black turned instantly into blinding bleach. My lids batted in blurring speed as they tried to adjust to the brilliant surroundings.
Moments which felt like eternities passed, then another woeful cry perforated the countryside. Now I could hear the shuffling of feet, the gentle words that I didn’t understand but recognized them to be filled with compassion. I had to see who or what was coming so close, even now entering our safe haven. I slipped away from my sleeping Angel Baby. He had jerked twice but now was so quiet I could only feel his little chest moving gently as he gathered the night air into his small lungs. Were they coming for my son?
As I peered into the main room, I saw a Human Kind carrying a writhing body, one of his own species, similar to the shepherds’ mates who came to visit occasionally out in the meadows. They cuddled our young and cooed to us when we were afraid and tsah-tsahed to us when we were straying to far. Both figures glowed in the bright light. Gently and ever so slowly, he knelt to the ground, his strong arms placing the form in our tomorrow’s hay as though it was a treasure of gold and every precious stone and piles of rare and priceless spices.
The frail form that he nestled into the straw was now nearly doubled over in pain. Another wail. Deep within me, I knew what was happening. This beautiful Human Kind was being brought into our refuge to give birth to her Baby. Her mate had tried to make her comfortable, but there was nothing he could do now but watch in awesome wonder and amazement.
Was this a king who was to find his birthplace here? No pauper would ever have access to the lamp power which flooded over this miraculous event. I slowly crept to the window with the hopes of seeing a regal caravan. There might be camels bedecked with precious stones and bright tassels and finely braided leathers from a far-away country, loaded down with everything a king and his parents could possibly need for this long journey which now was interrupted by an untimely birth.
I strained to see the entourage which had come with this royal family. We witnessed such sights on rare occasions as we had grazed the surrounding hills of Bethlehem. Rich, purple satins, jeweled turbans, arm bangles and bands of gold and grand rings laden with diamonds which sent shafts of light in dozens of directions all at once.
I blinked in disbelief as I stretched forward, hoping to solve this mystery. Just outside the doorway, a lone beast of burden had crumpled to the ground in exhaustion, gleaming wet with sweat, sides heaving as it gasped for life, its head now resting on the stony terrain. No entourage, no caravan, no company of nobility, no gems or jewels or golden threads woven into fine fabrics. One lone animal had brought the Human Kind to our humble place of rest.
The puzzle of a thousand lamps was solved as my eyes looked upward. The star which hovered above us seemed brighter and closer and more intense than any I had ever seen, as though it had been possessed and carried by a Power as mighty as all the forces of heaven and earth combined.
At last the birth was over. All the agony was now gone. Laughter and love filled the stable. I thought I heard many voices riding the breeze which surged across our shelter….worshipful melody accompanied by lutes and harps and bells and timbrels. My heart stood still as my mind dared to think of the beautiful baby boys that I had nursed in the past, only to have them taken from me. Would this beautiful new-born Human Kind, this Baby of royal birth, one day be washed and preened and taken away?
A Christmas story told through the eyes and ears and heart of a ewe in the stable where Jesus was born. By Connie Shannon © December 12, 2007